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Are there people dying now and not having to reincarnate? If so do these souls become part of the root until all souls reach correction? Once we as humans United cross the barrier to the beginning of work in the spiritual world will the need for suffering end as a teaching tool? I struggle believing there will not be suffering as at the lowest spiritual level there is still significant separation from equivalence of form with the creator and in this world the separation is experienced by me as very grievous. This grief while motivating is also deeply sorrowful.
I desire to change destiny from slavery to egoism to destiny of using freedom of choice to choose wanting to be in adherence with the creator. This is what I will learn from these lessons.
Hello my name is Joseph Lanzara from Maine USA.
As others in this course the spiritual desire, that I have tried to fill practicing many different forms of religion, has kept me feeling a lack but not knowing what, an emptiness but not knowing the food that will fill, a separation from others as I withdraw from useless norm practices of society, and now an opportunity to connect with other like searching people in this course.
I was around 8 years old and had an experience of an old man with long hair, bright white robe, sitting at a desk writing with a feather pen in my bedroom in middle of night. I clearly remember hiding under the covers and being very hot. Needless to say this was written off as a vivid dream. The impression of what did this experience mean lasts with me to this day. I also have searched in many religions for answers to living a spiritual connected life and they now reside discarded on my path of life. Then the call to truly listen came during a time of serious suicide ideation at age 40. I was angry at God and challenged him to show me he was real, that he cared about my deep suffering, and to give me a sign of the path to take (talk about a big ego!). This defiant interaction happened while on a long hike that ended with me needing to walk back to my car on the road. I walked by a house where an old man came out to get his mail. He was physically in poor health pulling an oxygen tank behind him. We talked about our lives for sound 15 mins. and when we parted he stated have a nice day to me. I replied, sir I already have had a nice day as I was able to talk with you. The old man who was already starting to walk back to his house, turned, came back with tears in his eyes, hugged me while thanking me for my kindness. This is when I first realized the power of connection. I am in this for the long haul, no matter what!
I believe all that are participating in these courses are imaginal cells and our role in evolution is to make effort towards adhesion with creator to increase the spark point in the heart to let more light/nature in to evolve towards our true nature. Understanding is easy but I find the doing a struggle of ups and downs.
I think we are located in all three stages suggested above, I see a segment of humanity in each of the four stages of being (still, vegetative, animate, and speaking). My focus is on applying effort from/for the speaking phase in order to build critical mass in human consciousness that brings about the sudden and complete shift.
