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By learning everything I can about bestowal. By looking for it, thinking about it and elevating it to the meaning of my life. And by feeling the Creator inside of me, as though we are very close.
The best part about the last course was finding more connections in the concepts, readings, videos, and in life. This helps me feel closer to the Creator. I hope to learn how to orient myself from time to time and I hope to learn how I can please the Creator, even in difficult times.
What I’ve learned is to take a second look or listen to what I read and hear from you and the instructors. I can’t often phrase my questions properly, but reading your questions/answers  teaches me something. I’m inspired to know there are so many of you seeking the same thing I am and I want you all to find what you’re looking for.
Of course, the intention is always something to work on first. And my interactions with others, as the other students have said, is very important. Yet,  I have many questions sometimes and I’m restless. I want to make sense of  life and to make the next connection, to get a sense of the Creator. It helps me to fully understand what I’m feeling and why, then I read our teachers books and explore the YouTube videos if I can’t do anything else.
I want this for everyone, I really do. When dealing with those that delight in hurting others it’s difficult to understand how this will be possible without extreme suffering. But, I remind myself that there’s no coercion in the spiritual. Those of us that want this connection have to keep going. I want every goodness for you all. I want you to know yourselves as well as is possible at any given moment and to find trust and reciprocity with those that share your desire for this path. I know I have so much to learn from you all.
