[Kristin]

Hello, what can one do once they come to the realization that its the ego that drives them toward studying of Kabbalah ? and then Pharaoh comes to tell a person that if its been working for the ego then what is the point of continuing ? is this just an extension that tells a person how impossible this process is on his own ? and the answer is prayer and to continue in connection basically ? then begins ones question of “how many things have been prayed for that were directly from the ego ?”  many questions arise at this point it is indeed impossible to rid the ego but we just make it a slave to love the Lord your God with both inclinations ? it seems prayer is the only way and just continue until some sort of change occurs within perhaps? That is many questions but I appreciate your time in the answering . Thank you.

[Kristin]

The burning desire that doesn’t let me stop even for a moment even when it makes no sense .

[Kristin]

after thinking on this , a few things . So I see that the purification comes through the ten and the connection of the friends because they are a mirror in which I can see my ego and where my intentions are not aligned . Then this creates a desire for a prayer from the bottom of the heart. He who comes to purify is aided with a Holy Soul, this means my soul is then purified one step if you will closer to adhesion in which my intentions become refined or is it just simply help from above and has not achieved any such higher state on its own ?

[Kristin]

This was very helpful thank you.

[Kristin]

Thank you .

[Kristin]

Another question , we know that suffering is what we feel in our ego and in our perception , mainly in our lack of The Greatness of The Creator , however can’t this suffering even if corporeally be used as purification if our intention is aligned and not concealed?

 

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