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The creator wants nothing but good for me and all that happens is for my good. He will raise me higher if I am willing. I wish for unity for my fellow students
As I have been studying Kabala A growing Calling has been growing in me I have come to believe that as we share a connection with the creator well are being called to share that connection with those in the world to bring them into union with us and the creator to change the world. this has led me to carry a leather bag with whatever money I can spare as an alms bag. I go into the city every Thursday to a meeting. However, before I go to the meeting I search out those who are Living on the streets and talk with them and when I leave I tell them how unique and special they are and give them some money. I know many will think I am foolish to give money that might even support a drug habit. but if one person buys themself a meal or eventually finds a way out of their trouble it will have been worth it. This urge to give is very powerful. I believe This is in some way linked to my study of the Kabbala. But am I deceiving myself?
As I have been studying Kabala A growing Calling has been growing in me I have come to believe that as we share a connection with the creator well are being called to share that connection with those in the world to bring them into union with us and the creator to change the world. this has led me to carry with me a leather bag with whatever money I can spare as an alms bag. I go into the city every Thursday to a meeting. However, before I go to the meeting I search out those who are Living on the streets and talk with them and when I leave I tell them how unique and special they are and give some money. I know many will think that I am foolish to give money which might even support a drug habit. but if one person buys themself a meal or eventually finds a way out of their trouble it will have been worth it. This urge to give is very powerful. I believe This is in some way linked to my study of the Kabbala. But am I deceiving myself?
Albert, Thank you, I think I have been worried about getting the answers right instead of allowing the course flow over me. My desire is to experience the Creator emotionally. The course can only point the way, and i must leave the creator fulfil that desire and make the corrections needed. So that my desire and the light will increase.
During this course, there are times I feel the conflict between what we are being taught and where I want to be or believe that I am spiritually. I want to experience the creator on a deeper level. I miss the touch of the creator that I had before I lost faith in him and ceased to believe. when I came across the Kabballa I was excited because I saw the truth of its teaching. but the more I study the more confused I feel
