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Greetings from Alabama, USA! I am Tina Resteivo and so excited to learn more and be with others who have a desire for Bestowal.
To be aware and ready and share as I have received. I am responsible to use and develop my aptitude and direct my attitude for the process.
Thank you Renato and Marko for putting into words these details and questions that so help me clarify my goals and communicate my experience. I have never been much of a short-term goal setter and everybody wants them from me! I have tried to oblige, to at least be present in the giving and reception here, by making some reply. And low and behold the dam may have broken because of our independent desires to receive!
So what did I want to receive?
1.A way to ascertain and formulate the desires of my heart was most prominent in my mind.2. The much more anxious desire to find someone to practice/play with. I was given the understanding that it takes 2. 😉
Can you imagine the magnitude of such force aligned with the Will of the Creator and what it will mean for mankind? Our neighbors and friends would also live in paradise. Our joy would increase just to be in each other’s presence.
3. A more functional way to work through processing my experiences and intuitions. Currently, I engage in osmosis, contemplation, and patience. I am comfortable with the latter two but I think that Kabbalah has a better way to hasten the osmosis part; a detailed outline of the plan.
4. The desire to as easily let my desires be filled as it is to fulfill the desires of others. This is most easily understood if I say, it seems difficult to release some poor choices when I really would like to free the space, it takes up in my head.
I would like to also thank our instructors. I am so grateful for this gargantuan act of bestowal. In right teaching, receiving is truly the consequence of bestowal in action. I have been blessed.
May you ALL be blessed with a direct connection to the Power, Glory, and Sweetness of His Light this time around!
Once your heart knows that God is only Love and operates only from the quality of bestowal, then everything is the reception, blocking, or flow of that Love. When you desire to give this Love back, the way you see and approach reality unites with His perspective because it is like His perspective.
in egoism, i am trying to control circumstances and others. My will to receive dictates my thoughts and actions. Since I realized that the problem was in my desires and the Reforming Light has been working within me to aid a response rather than a reaction, there is growing freedom from my dominating nature to receive. As I find freedom within, it is also bestowed on those outside. All become free of the controlling tyranny of my insane belief that I was “in control.”
