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Freedom is the absence of fight, absence of resistance. There is a ground of total acceptance of all that ist and how it is. And because of this acceptance, there is no will to change what is, there is only the will of so-being. There is trust. Acceptance and the absence of threat. One can not acquire it, but discover it allowing himself to feel it by letting resistance and war fall. Acquiring is an act of “want to have”, what is same as fight. One can experience it by generating it.
“It is the feminine force, that would let me die, and the masculine one that wouldn’t no matter what.” – This thought just came to me saying “sharing”.
You know, you say so lightly “is a preparation” – and this takes the whole power out of me for years! And it is like a loop, can’t ovecome that point. What you say in a sentence is a process, is the experienced and felt experience, and it feels like death, because the me, the ego disappears. Although your structure and guidance fits to mine, in my experience as I am processing I see, feel and experience things more energeticaly and emotionaly, kind of my-way, so I sometimes I describe things from an emotional perpective, and dynamics of things. I am at a point where I feel I need a group of women, we go through in our way, you know, and there is so much need for expression, even creatively.
I even sense that I don’t want to make a step further alone, but I need to make it. But not alone.
Anyway, there is a trigger point: I am thought of the Creator, I am Love of Love and because I am like Him I have the power to create, and because we are connected I always receive what the Creator wants to bestowl and I use this to creating my own creation, so I give like I receive. It was not the Creator, who separated, for he only expands, but me, by puting the veils (managed by the ego) on the Truth pretending it is not there, and now I am playing the being-separated-from-Creator-play, playing being God within my creation. Because I wanted to consciously chose Him, consciously make every step of he path leading me Home. Do I really am oposite to Him?
Can’t formulate my questions, it just works under_consciously in me. But can we say this?:
Perfect love casts out fear. If fear exists
then there is no perfect love.
But:
Only perfect love exists.
when there is fear
it creates a state that does not exist.?
Frightened to death!, as I am identified with the ego, going “but I am the creature!? there is none beside him, but I am here, beside him, I am not supposed to exist?” And than I remember I am in God as his creation, that feels a sort of ‘me’ in order to feel ‘the Creator’, who is otherway than me. Is there a creature, if none is beside him? Who or what is there to feel? And if there is nothing but his action, why are there ‘things to be belitteled, because they could not come from Creator’? And at this point I am led to switch in the Creator, wanting to see how ist that, being none beside me…
This question comes miles to early for me. I am avoiding for years! right this moment, and its experience. And I am happy to find you guys, to make a start together allowing this thought to dive in me, that none else is beside him… It’s a process…
Getting in touch with you guys on zoom and feeling “there is a platform and consciousness sharing the light and feeling the connection”, and feeling joy smiling doubting “is this home?” Awe! And in the next course is going to be even higher and more concret and practical I guess, awesome!
1. There wasn’t anything particular that inspired me, it is the energy, respectively the quality of the energy that flows trough the whole program. But there were some trigger points. One: I have learned there are people, and people with a point in the heart. And that hurted my heart. Because I was (still am) convinced, that everyone has a point in the heart. I’m experiencing this, I see this in people, some just don’t want to feel their point, their ego controls them and it tries to avoid it.
2. About myself I’ve learned that is okay allowing myself to receive, I am exercising this more. And that I am confused about how to give and how to receive properly. And that to me a need is not a desire. Desire is something ‘on top, nice to have’, something that is not ment to satisfy needs, but that is smth. which is ment to provide pleasure without need.
3. Be vigilant about the ego and its mechanisms, it is quite subtle and perfidious.
