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Hi!o have been working on most desires.but with smoking I don’t know how to work with it above the reason that it is illegal here and I live in a constant fear of arrest however whenever I smoke weed and study or read I grasp matters .I don’t struggle with it but lacking it can cause me doubts in my path..how do I see the need for lishma even in this ‘public loathsomeness’ …I m trying to get around my ego in any my argument with the habit…. I haven’t any issues with anyone yet but paranoia ghosts me daily tormenting me causing me to doubt my Faith or rather feeding the sitra(evil inclination).. Casting doubt as to whether hiding staff and my self is fear of nothing (idolatry) or if it is wisdom (such like as Jacob dealing with Esau (all the times).?Where do I classify this degree of doubt?…
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