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I think real freedom is being able to liberate our decisions from our ego, so we can get to choose from our true essence, which is the point in the heart; as this is the only “thing” that “comes” from the original creation. And we simply can’t do this without the Reforming Light, as it’s the only “thing” that can feed that point in the heart (either as “light” or as “suffering”).
I already shared that I don’t remember how Kabbalah came into my life few weeks ago. I don’t remember if I was watching a video and something related to Kabbalah appeared, or Facebook (that I use so few minutes per week… Anyway, I found this guy in Mexico offering courses and “ceremonies”. He didn’t convince me, but I googled and I found KabU.
This week’s teachings have made me feel that having found KabU and it’s courses is because the Force of Nature send it to me. And the first act of my willing to receive as a “conscious in progress to become a kli” is to acknowledge this, and use this courses for “His” benefit.
Because of the way it is described to “attain” the spiritual world by developing a “sixth sense”, I wonder what Kabbalist think about the experiences with “plants of power” or psychedelics (Ayahuasca, LSD, etc.), that are supposed to make you feel one with everything (a different reality). There’s people that say cannabis was used sacramentally by Moses and the ancient Israelites.
Would it help to “open the sixth sense” like this? (Because of what you say in a video about trying to explain a blind what is blue).
My best experience is that I started dreaming with what I was learning in the course.
What I expect from this course is what it was mentioned about starting “the practice”. To be able to start studying Kabbalah in a community, in this “good environment”; to start connecting. I already identify with the comments of my fellow students. It feels so good to know we might had been “lost sparks”, but we will be able to join soon… 🙂
This course has been a complete revelation to me. My first existential crisis was at 7-8. Ever since I wished I could find the meaning of life. I tried so many paths, but this is the first time I really feel I’m home. There is a very special sign for me. In the past, I would get into something (from psychoanalysis to Buddhism or whatever) and I would want to “share” it with my people. This is the first time I’m completely focused in my process. And although that would be what could sound “egotistic”, I know is quite the opposite. For the first time I feel something “superior to me”; and respect for each person’s own process.
To my fellow students I can only say thank you for being here, as I will need at least 9 of you to help me; and I have the will to be one of your 9. 🙂
