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  • in reply to: Ask Anything #312514
    Joseph
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    In the 2/13 Monday afternoon lesson with the Rav, (around the 27 min. mark) when Rav was asked about his responses to a woman in the Kavkaz 1 Ten, Rav stated that he did not like her, she is mischievous, I relate to her badly, don’t like her specifically, that the women in the Ten need to pray for her correction, women need to defend her to the Rav so he will see she is a good Friend, Rav states he does not see she is a good Friend, they, the Ten, said she is a good Friend, Rav states he does not feel this. I do not understand the command for the Ten to pray for the correction of the Friend to have better connection with the Rav, as I thought, if I am having difficulty relating to another in the Ten or Group then it was the Creator giving me specifically something to work on and it was for me to ask the Creator for my correction? Any insight on this would be welcomed.

    in reply to: Share Your Thought About the Grad Section #293978
    Joseph
    Participant

    Gianni’s invitation to write down one’s favorite excerpt from the sources, with motivation why so, as ‘homework” for his young group:

    Baal Hasulam – Shamati I Heard

    208. Labor
    The efforts that one makes are but preparations for achieving devotion. Hence, one should grow accustomed to devotion, since no degree can be achieved without devotion, as this is the only tool that qualifies one to be rewarded with all the degrees.

    This writing is important to me as it gives clear instruction that devotion to the Friends, Creator, and the path is the only tool that qualifies one for rewards of the degrees. A tool to evolve human collective egotistical nature to shorten the days of blows. A call for me to show up and do what the Creator is requesting.

    Joseph
    Participant

    Hi Friends, my name is Joseph and I live in Maine. I am entering this course with intention to connect with others and course material in order to attract the reforming light in these connections. Desires underneath though are still kind of messy, hoping to have some corrective order.

    Joseph
    Participant

    I am experiencing beginning awareness of my deficiency in living to the truth there is none else besides Him.

    I pray for my fellow students to have connection with mutual guarantee to facilitate climbing the ladder of spiritual degrees.

    Joseph
    Participant

    The converter is the desire to unite with the others in the group in a manner that sustains growth of deeper connection.

    Joseph
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    I have been in Kabu for 1 year, spend at least 2 hours a day in some form of study, have gone from high of awe on scientific concepts to low of despair on left line. In the 5.4 video statement is we should quarantine the thoughts from the left side until we are stronger. I am struggling to do this, the more I avoid the stronger the thoughts. I work as a trauma therapist with adults that experienced childhood trauma and their experience early in life has created a lifetime of significant issues trying to bury and avoid the pain. There was a time I felt good when one person had healing but currently the left line voices are yelling help one and there are thousands of others being created. The voice goes on to say why strive to be like a creator that allows people to be buried in a hellish nightmare from start of life? I feel both angry at the Creator for their plight and guilty that I have been awarded a spiritual desire. I continue the practices of study and staying in the Kabu environment but it seems this is not attracting the corrective light. Am I doing something wrong or need to do more or do different?

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