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Dear Giovanni, your reply to Todd raises a question that I actually intended to ask previously – the Creator is 100% bestowal and his only desire is to bestow upon his creation. So, when you say that I have to restrain to ‘use the Will to Receive in any way unless I have confirmation that it will be for the sake of the Upper Force ‘ , by my understanding it means that in such case the Upper Force is ‘fulfilling his DESIRE TO BESTOW’ – but then, this fulfillment is some selfish act , meaning (in ‘ this word’s language’) the Creator is happy that I received his bestowal and ‘corrected my desire to receive’. Also, if in the beginning, before the creation, the Creator had a desire to bestow so its creation is by nature driven by the desire to receive – is then this desire to ‘receive’ a newly created desire activated as part of the ‘creation’? ( since it did not exist before the creation….) . And, by ‘ confirmation that I used the will to receive for the sake of Upper Force’ do you mean that this confirmation means that I used the will to receive for bestow on my friends and not for selfish purposes ?
Thank you 🙂
Hello Gianni, while reading your answer to Sarah you mentioned ‘special souls’ and ‘unique root of the soul’. I thought that all souls originated from the shattering of ‘Adam Rishon’ and I am a bit confused about the meaning of ‘the root of the soul’ if this is so. In addition, since everything happens for a reason, why is it that souls have different level of coarseness ? A soul which is coarser would have to work harder in order to attain the creator then a lighter soul who already has some degree of attainment.  I hope my questions are not stupid or childish and I would be grateful if you could explain them a bit.
thanks 🙂
So, a major change in my perception occurred after learning what is a real prayer. It is also a bit confusing and arises questions, which I will ask in the questions part of this week. In general, there is a lot that I still need to ‘digest’ after going through the weeks of this course and every day I sort of have a new perception regarding ‘reality’ and how we manage things in this seemingly ‘real’ world, which actually is not at all so ‘real’.
Everything is interesting so much and I am HONESTLY GRATEFUL that after my long searches was able to find Kabu – actually to join it , because I found it quite a while ago but did not take it seriously , maybe because I thought that I already know everything that it suppose to teach me 🙂 .
I think that if I will help the others (not for the sake of receiving but from a genuine desire to help) it will make me be more like the creator (pure bestowal) and so it’ll advance me toward my spirituality.
As per the meaning of helping the others – I guess it means listen to them, understand them by trying to put myself in their places , share with them my thoughts and views and be there for them if they need help with anything that I can help with.
Everything in Kabu is my best experience. It is very different then all my other ‘spiritual’ experiences and since I started learning here I do not feel so much the need to listen\search\follow other paths, which in my case is pretty puzzling since I am researching spirituality since I remember myself ……
I am looking forward this course with great anticipation and curiosity, for whatever it will bring.
If I define my ‘work with the light that reforms’ as a change that I adopted in my daily life, which is to look at everything that happens without judging it as ‘good or bad’ , understanding that it comes from the creator and try to see how it completes the ‘puzzle ‘ of my life (in ordinary terms – what it teaches me or what it can trigger’ ) , I noted that my life is more peaceful, I am able to be more objective and observe rather than react and overall, I see a change for the better. To strengthen this influence, I would work on integrating these studies in my daily schedule until they become a natural part of it. And also, looking forward to meet my group.
