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I must say that I have fallen into the trap of thinking that my ego is what matters. I, like many, have been tricked into thinking that if someone disagrees with my point of view, they are bad, or dumb, or crazy, or lazy or something else is wrong with them. I now see that it is not them at all. One of the concepts I stumbled into here is that what I see in others, is a reflection of my lack in certain areas, and not “them” at all. Is it the creator working through “them” to help me to correct something in me? I am now thinking so. I must be honest and admit, I find the teachings of Kabbalah to be a challenge to understand. Every time I feel like I understand something, the next video or writing, seems to contradict what I have “learned” in some way – or has the appearance of being “circular” messaging to me. Does anyone else find themselves experiencing such feelings? Overall I feel that I have gained alot from this adventure with you all, but I fear that my inability to understand completely indicates that I am missing something important. I often think about what I am missing. I ask continually, why am I seemingly so confused? And, am I really confused? Sorry for the lengthy communication. I too am looking for answers. Hopefully the right questions get me to the right answers. Hopefully. Peace, all.
I am surely feeling the flow towards a true love for all. I am so grateful to KabU for showing me how to transform in a way that impacts me personally, so that I can impact my family, community, country, and the world. And I now know my intention, from before, is, and has always been, to seek to be like – and with the light. This is an exciting time for me. Peace is all around us…. ready willing and waiting ……
My hope and expectation is to grow and learn how to love my neighbor as myself. I am not very good at this. My wish is to find a method or tools to help me to correct this now, and more intentionally, rather than being pushed along naturally on the path of pain. I now long to become more advanced and effective on the path if light.
I have clearly realized that my disconnect has been a natural part of the plan of my evolution to a more creator like creature. I am excited to learn this, and to know that I am not alone, and that I am now being shown the way to correct and progress together as one, to one. The light has, literally, been shown to be “always on”. Lets all learn ro let it in!
