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My best experience was noticing that a transition has begin within me. The rules of Kabbalah that rang true and that I understood and accepted through reason and logic are now being transitioned into a different form of understanding. I now look upon certain things NOT as a thing but as a force behind a thing. Initially I understood one of the rules of Kabbalah, “General and particular are equal,” through reason, using logic I concurred in my mind with that rule. Eventually, the understanding turned from units of reason to units of force, and I felt the meaning of this rule as the potential power/force it carries in its truth.
In practical terms, my role is to support the Whole. Like a cell in an organ, or an organ in a system, or system in a body, my role is to be part of the Whole and to function in It and towards It ( inclusive of me) in order to serve It (to bestow on It). As a result of this, first, I hold the responsibility to ensure that I am the “best” that I can become myself as a unit (a a healthy cell in an organ). I want ensure that I have learned, attained ( received ) to the fullest way possible, in order to serve (bestow) the Whole. To receive fully for the sake of the Whole. To receive the light for the sake of the Creator as part of his Thought of Creation.
My goal is to understand and to attain truth. What are the laws that govern us, and how I can live and evolve in line with God’s plan, how I can use my free will to slingshot to faster ascension, never forgetting I am not separate from the Creator, and I am always guided by him.
I feel like freedom is letting go of any notion that I am in control of anything. It’s all the creator’s doing. That’s the freedom I believe. My practice is to remember that in any situation, in good moments and bad moments, it’s the Creator that is making everything happen, not me.
Well, my first thought to this statement was, “it makes sense why this knowledge wad hidden.” I could not imagine anyone explaining to anyone that God was behind everything, especially behind what was considered by humanity as “bad,” “evil” or “ monstrous.” The Devil was easier to blame, and cast systems were easier to accept if poor were to blame for their own misery. They certainly must of been not Godly to be miserable and poor. The Biblical story of Job did little for the masses to see that the truth is much more complicated, or perhaps one may say, much more simpler than a belief in multiple forces, pulling and pushing to win like characters in a Greek play. It is more difficult to believe that there is only the Creator, and all and everything is because of the Creator. As war like creatures, how do we explain and accept that? The truth of the “left hand and the right hand” pushing us forward requires acceptance of personal responsibility, and the Path of Light requires surrendering to the will of the Creator. Two pills that humanity has had a hard time to swallow.
