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Yes, this is incredibly difficult and thank you Molly I’m gonna use that glossary of terms so I guess I’ll start back to where I started to not understand which was quite a while ago and I thought if I kept pushing through that maybe I’d get the hang of it which is definitely not the case. so I’m gonna have to go back and do this lesson again memorize the terms and then if this is in fact, some extra dimensional space, I’m a fairly seasoned psychonaut, I believe it may be necessary to get very very high and watch the videos again perhaps it will come to me in a vision. The number thing I’m not even gonna go there at this point however, perhaps that’ll start to make sense too I may just need a different headspace and a different perspective maybe I’m that flatlander guy and I just don’t understand that third dimension is that next dimension up so I imagine the hack would be to go two dimensions higher , then looked back at this one and perhaps it’ll seem easy. I’m up for any ideas everybody if anybody has a good idea to explain what a chrysanthemum bud looks like to this blind man I would be all ears. Thanks everybody. Are there actually some of you out there that understand what is going on? It’s like all of a sudden everything is written in a different language language everybody is speaking French, or Swahili, and I seem to be out in left field with my hands in my pockets looking up at the clouds. That’s a baseball reference for those of you who might not live in the states. Thanks and shalom
Well, we have to believe that exactly what we get and is presented to us is exactly what we need to succeed.
Yes, I just like to repeat MARIA‘s statement that I was doing real good with comprehension up until the last couple of lessons with the parsuf and the head and the body and the reflecting light I’m pretty much solidly lost and don’t understand any of it I guess I’ll keep trucking to the next lesson and see if what you told MARIA is correct that things will become more clear to me. Thank you so much . I’m still thoroughly enjoying your class. Just don’t really understand what’s going on anymore.
Oh, this last lesson was a real doozy right? Smack into stuff that I don’t understand and I’m gonna have to sit down and try to figure this all out and what would help a lot is if I could print out some of those diagrams that you were using do you know if that’s possible or not because if I could print those diagrams out and then get the Definition of all the new terms, and I could watch all the videos over or like the last couple of videos, at least, and then follow along on the Diagrams that would keep me from having to draw them again, because I think your drawing is better than my chicken, scratch drawing, and I think that would be the way to get this new information into my thick Skull. thank you so much. These last few lessons are really something special. We’re taking it to a whole different level here really appreciate hard hard work.
Continuing reading, and these classes, with a lot of my spare time, I would imagine, isn’t hurting anything. I guess that would be considered gathering the surrounding light. Then you all are my Kabbalahistic teachers I suppose. Then I am anxiously awaiting the young group. It is getting easier to keep my head in the game as far as my constant intentions go. I suppose I am praying, which in Kabbalah, as far as I understand, is reading and asking the ALL To give me the ability to correct myself. Then, again, the all, as well as my comprehension of reality in general is inside my head, and knowing the world is an illusion, and being in spirituality, is a lot more real than how I perceive my every day reality. With all that being said, I’m gonna go with” Abracadabra” Or little pig little pig let me in. If that doesn’t work, I think I’ll just keep on keeping on.
