[Yeabsera]

Hi seth, when i look at the world i think…When i am old like all of you(lol) what will be left of this world, there are so many weird creepy people with so much power that are corrupting the worlds governments and the governments them self are destroing each others countries, and i fear war in places i never thoght. Immoral acts commited by people at the expense of innocent children and billionairs who openly talk about f-ing us over with disease and ai advancments and then offering the soulotions?? It seems like no matter where you look somebodys is out to get you and harm you and it feels hopeless, what do we do, how do we know what to avoid, whats actually good for us, when i covid times i took the vaccine…i was fine but some werent and later i heared them say that it wasnt finalized etc…im not trying to spread propaganda just as an example, but what do we trust if there is none else besides him, it feels like no matter what you do your screwed…and that makes me feel “whats the point of life at all or the study when everything is so vile and disgustingly corrupt….The food, the phone, the clothes i feel like i cant escape everything thats supposedly harming me. How can one find peace in the creator if he cant trust that he is physically safe in the first place?

 

This text wasnt the most upbeat so i would like to wish all the friends a wonderful day, i hope for you all you can be connected !!!!!!!

 

[Yeabsera]

So, when it comes to corporeal life, we should strive for growth in our endevours such as relationships, buissnes, health etc

Should we be egoistical in the corporeal world tho? I get the sense that kabbaöah wants us to protect ourself outisde of the enviroment? To what extent, ofcourse physically and not allowing mental/emotinall abuse so on. But how strict should w be with people around us in terms of boundries, how precises should we plan how we want our life to look like in terms of what we toloreat and dont, peoples behaviours demeanor towrds us, should we be like ” my way or the high way” or because we study spirtuality..be more flexible and not cut people of easily? Ive been thinking alot about how i want my corporeal life to be, i dont want that to affect my spirtual growth though by being to strict on how i want everything to happen.

 

 

I hope this question is making sense

 

[Yeabsera]

is this pattern of thought correct…That during the day its all about me, food, sex, music, my need my wants, i want to be in time, i want to be catered to in the restaurant etc…then lets say theres a ten meeting or live q/a…and ive been in this “me me me” state all day..barely even thinking about the creator and even when join the live session im thinking about reciving asnweres, feeling spiritual fullfillment etc for my own sake and thanks to all of this build of “me me me” I have the “fuel” to realise ” oh im selfish let me change my intention to bestow connection”

My core question is, is it good that we are so selfish during the day so that we can turn around in hte heart for the friends? Sometimes i feel a little guilty not thinking about the creator because im so obssesed with my own corporeal desires but i thought maybe this is the exact point/plan

[Yeabsera]

I had this image that we would be studingy this wisdom and sience in secret, but i realise just as we were bestowed with it we will also bestow

[Yeabsera]

My understanding is that it’s about spreading the connection that kabbalah teaches to other thereby giving me more to connect with

[Yeabsera]

okay, Help me out here, my image of a prayer that makes an affect is passinaote outcry on your knees, despreta for help. At the moment i dont have the pain to generate such fuel yet i feel like in suffering do i wait for another situation of suffering? When you say a prayer of many, do you mean a prayer that many people also raise (like in general people pray alot for guidance) or that the prayer i make should be for many people out there?

 

I can sense that what im feeling and wanting to pray for, others also go through and i can rationally think ok, let me pray this for others aswell, but it dosent feel like a burning sensation right now, yet i really want to be elviated from this experience

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