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is this pattern of thought correct…That during the day its all about me, food, sex, music, my need my wants, i want to be in time, i want to be catered to in the restaurant etc…then lets say theres a ten meeting or live q/a…and ive been in this “me me me” state all day..barely even thinking about the creator and even when join the live session im thinking about reciving asnweres, feeling spiritual fullfillment etc for my own sake and thanks to all of this build of “me me me” I have the “fuel” to realise ” oh im selfish let me change my intention to bestow connection”
My core question is, is it good that we are so selfish during the day so that we can turn around in hte heart for the friends? Sometimes i feel a little guilty not thinking about the creator because im so obssesed with my own corporeal desires but i thought maybe this is the exact point/plan
I had this image that we would be studingy this wisdom and sience in secret, but i realise just as we were bestowed with it we will also bestow
My understanding is that it’s about spreading the connection that kabbalah teaches to other thereby giving me more to connect with
okay, Help me out here, my image of a prayer that makes an affect is passinaote outcry on your knees, despreta for help. At the moment i dont have the pain to generate such fuel yet i feel like in suffering do i wait for another situation of suffering? When you say a prayer of many, do you mean a prayer that many people also raise (like in general people pray alot for guidance) or that the prayer i make should be for many people out there?
I can sense that what im feeling and wanting to pray for, others also go through and i can rationally think ok, let me pray this for others aswell, but it dosent feel like a burning sensation right now, yet i really want to be elviated from this experience
How does one deal with so called heartbreak, there was atopic video about it on youtube but i didnt understadnd Rav, when dealing with despari and fear of the future, what do you do? I mean maybe the asnere is easy, go to the creator but how?
Is the prayer the asking of help to never lose it? and do i understand correctly by thinking that whats most important in seeking the connection is the TRYING in its self? like almost desperatly always trying to feel the other and the creator within, even tho it might not be in the perfect kabbalistic way etc, jus tthe mere fact that im giving it my all all the time, what do you mean “already serious”?
