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Can the creator reveal the future (pattern like) to a human. Sometimes, I get this invitation that varies from spreading light to annulling myself. One of the most intense of these instances was 6 months ago. I felt invited of a sort to spread wisdom in the Muslim world and if I don’t, there will be “horrible events” taking place. And I instantly “saw” what those events were.

I like to think that the creator positions me in such conditions but it’s more of an intention or thought like. That I can tell is foreign to me yet mine at the same time.

At times, my heart starts beating rapidly and I feel like I am being taken somewhere where I need to annul myself. I even feel the time/logic stops and it scares me.

6 months ago, I had this experience and I did not want to take part of it. I instantly knew something was going to happen in Israel/Palestine. A very critical point, I felt.

I hope it’s mental state mixed with delusions or something that has nothing to do with spirituality. But seeing that what I have “seen” took place last week, I feel immense sorrow and depression.

Should I accept “invitations” in the future and straight up annul myself?  I am not well versed in spirituality. A part of me just wants no part of this. The other is afraid of what’s waiting for me given that I have caused so much suffering.

Is the impure forces below the pure or parallel?

So the impure forces is sustained by the pure/light not vice versa?

When do I should use both knowledge and faith and when should I use only faith?thx

I read existing in knowledge alone is under the klipa of the left and faith the klipa on the right, also we must use only faith above reason so which is right?

In a book it said that sefer yetzirah, the bahir and the zohar is more advanced than the hekhalot, so their authors is more advanced than Akiba ben Joseph?