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Frightened to death!, as I am identified with the ego, going “but I am the creature!? there is none beside him, but I am here, beside him, I am not supposed to exist?” And than I remember I am in God as his creation, that feels a sort of ‘me’ in order to feel ‘the Creator’, who is otherway than me. Is there a creature, if none is beside him? Who or what is there to feel? And if there is nothing but his action, why are there ‘things to be belitteled, because they could not come from Creator’? And at this point I am led to switch in the Creator, wanting to see how ist that, being none beside me…
This question comes miles to early for me. I am avoiding for years! right this moment, and its experience. And I am happy to find you guys, to make a start together allowing this thought to dive in me, that none else is beside him… It’s a process…
Getting in touch with you guys on zoom and feeling “there is a platform and consciousness sharing the light and feeling the connection”, and feeling joy smiling doubting “is this home?” Awe! And in the next course is going to be even higher and more concret and practical I guess, awesome!
1. There wasn’t anything particular that inspired me, it is the energy, respectively the quality of the energy that flows trough the whole program. But there were some trigger points. One: I have learned there are people, and people with a point in the heart. And that hurted my heart. Because I was (still am) convinced, that everyone has a point in the heart. I’m experiencing this, I see this in people, some just don’t want to feel their point, their ego controls them and it tries to avoid it.
2. About myself I’ve learned that is okay allowing myself to receive, I am exercising this more. And that I am confused about how to give and how to receive properly. And that to me a need is not a desire. Desire is something ‘on top, nice to have’, something that is not ment to satisfy needs, but that is smth. which is ment to provide pleasure without need.
3. Be vigilant about the ego and its mechanisms, it is quite subtle and perfidious.
During, not ‘whether’. During. I have a weakness in english language, and this is challenging the message.
Remembering I am the thought of the Creator and still and always be in him. By steping back of all I know and am convinced of being me, allowing and opening myself to recognize him, whether my atention and presence are fully in the moment. Going beyond knowing, letting the Unknown come, not expecting any certain form, but allowing myself to be attained by Him.
