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When we become conscious of a need for a correction of a desire and recognize that we are powerless to perform the correction on our own, then we must turn to the Creator with prayer and faith with an expectation that the correction is happening and where one day we saw a need to correct we now see a real change and look forward to the next recognition of need for correction followed by prayer and attainment of the correction. This is real. This is the work of the Reformative Light and transforms us little by little into an altruistic being. Identifying the changes truly awakens us as spiritual beings moving into and through the spiritual worlds.
Ending desires to receive for personal pleasure to a will to give or bring contentment to the Creator creating an equivalence of form and connection with the Creator.
Over the last few years two things have been happening in my life. One is that I have made significant changes that have brought a profound sense of peace. Secondly, and hand in hand with this, the spiritual worlds are becoming my reality and the corporeal world  holds less and less appeal. I have read about equivalency of form and disparity of form. The profound sense of peace brings with it a stillness in my mind allowing me to participate in unity with all that is. It’s like a giant leap from intellectual understanding, in a manner, to an enlightenment, if you will, receiving Light and putting on the mind of God. My thought stops and what remains is a state of infinite potential. We desire, during this semester, to achieve a significant degree of deepening of this described state. We desire that a vast number of petty egoistic tendencies are corrected during this semester and are transformed to bestowals for bringing contentment to our Creator.
I expect to continue my journey of correction perhaps with additional focus throughout the days as to where to place my attention more effectively to assist in a “quickening.” In all my decades of metaphysical and spiritual studies, I find the terminologies and wisdom of authentic Kabbalah to represent a most complete picture of methodologies and ideas to awaken our development of equivalency of form with our Creator.
I am more aware of the subtlety of egoism, while at the same time how deep my desire is to attain bestowal and annul myself. I recognize how against my ingrained ego this idea is. I have struggled against this ego for decades. The idea of bestowal changed everything. I had worked to attain equivalence of form with the Creator with this “evil” and “wickedness” hanging on for dear life. The course, videos, and books have awakened a newness on my path. I look forward to working in a group! I love you all and see and embrace the highest in each and every one of you. May we attain the consciousness of the reality of our Oneness with each other and with God!
