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Freedom is the choice to turn to my internal development, listen to that yearning for spirituality, to try and develop the right intention and practice to develop the point in the heart, and and to connect with others who feel the same.
Hi Gianni, this is course was just amazing! When it got more complicated, I left it for a few days and now I just watched the last episodes today, and now it feels like some pieces are just clicking together… and I feel so light, thinking there it really is a blueprint of creation … and every little part, and all the different names, are transporting and explaining mechanisms, I never thought about before. Still, it feels just warm and true – like when you look at the blueprint in the house, and you dońt get all the details, but you can feel this is wholesome and the description of a house you might one day live in.
And thinking of this world as of a rather virtual learning environment, like a set up experimental environment, and now getting an idea of what to actually look out for, really is a bit of a gamechanger. Not that it changes the experiment itself… but the way to perceive it.
So thank you for that. I will definitely get back to the course, as I learn more, to understand more of the details, but for now it left me with a really happy feeling to see there are all these connections and mechanisms. and forces. I am curious how this will start to show up as I get more to the practical side of things. For now, I am just at awe and thinking about how it will change my perception of things while being in this world,…
I am understanding that itś all about the balance of receiving to bestow; that this is how creation was formed. and that this is not relating to definite entities, but to forces, and therefore itś like natural laws. I also understand that there is a definite system of how these forces are being transformed, in terms of their level of energy. And I understand that the shattering was part of these given conditions; so there is no moral thinking in it, itś just what it is.
Well, it says the course is about the „blueprint of creation… so in analogy of understanding the blueprint of a house, I feel it gives me an idea, of what I am going to expect to work with as I progress, or to at least glimpse at what might come into realisation at one point. I am getting, building that house or even living in it… well, thatś a totally different thing. But for now, I am happy to just at least to get an idea… even if I am not grasping all of it… Itś a different language, a different approach, but that lights the spark of curiosity, and that again helps me to stay on… because I am starting to get this is not done by taking a few classes… itś a lifelong process.
I am wondering about the preparation question… how we would try to show the upper light that we would like to connect… and since I just at the beginning of this journey… I am wondering a lot about this process… which as I understood as an inner process, and not a deed or words. Is that something that just forms in us, like a felt prayer (not necessarily a spoken one), with the hope to thus find the right direction?
I would try to become still, maybe in nature, and in that (hopefully) stillness allow that wish to form, to connect to the upper light… and ask for any change or clarity needed to move a first step into the right direction/ follow the right intention… in the hope to learn how to let go of egoistic impulses trying to just bestow to myself, but rather to really find that intention to bestow to my friends… which will probably be a very long journey, anyways.
