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ClaraParticipantRather triggered than inspired: that evil too comes from Creator, because everything comes from Him. I still can’t take it. Evil comes from ego, and its creation was man’s idea. Man could have been just laughing about the snake’s proposal, but he chose not to, so it was his/my choice to create the ego and to serve it. The Creator still love man above his ego, but the man must live with the consequences of its ego, here on earth. Now the ego does not really exist, and nothing is truly existent, what is made by it. While only what the Creator creates does truly exist. Saying that everything I percieve and experience through the body here on earth is from Him feels to me like a sin, like I project my malignancy onto Him.
This point brought a big resistance in me, and I even can not differentiate if this resistance is within my soul or within the ego. But even if it is in the ego, my ego seems to protect and defend the Creator, what is quite well.
My wish for my fellows is to be so vigilant as they can in order to recognize the ego and its mechanisms and not to grope in.
May 11, 2023 at 4:36 pm EDT in reply to: Ask anything about week 5 lesson and materials and get an answer from a senior Kabbalah instructor. #319909
ClaraParticipant💓 thank you Seth. If I do not get more egoistic I will remain unemployed and alone. And every day in this situation is a day to long, because it goes for years, and the times are rough. I don’t know how to say it, but I definetly need to be in group. I feel like I am dying for years, and it is definetly about connection – which should not cease to exist! – in one heart and in one spirit. If I can’t experience this soon, I will die. Now this is very egoistic, to express needs making pressure expressing. But I am like dying.
May 10, 2023 at 3:16 pm EDT in reply to: Ask anything about week 5 lesson and materials and get an answer from a senior Kabbalah instructor. #319781
ClaraParticipantI was living like that, putting the other’s interests before mine, and I tremendously got out of balance, because some of the members haven’t followed the same rule. I even couldn’t develop methods how to succed in getting my needs met. Only in the few last years I learn to open up for myself. I’m kind of ‘another way around’. ‘Love your brother as yourself’ is a very wanted door by the ego, which will abuse it. I’m struggling getting ‘normal egoistic’ in some parts of me, I don’t have a method, do you have one?
May 10, 2023 at 11:24 am EDT in reply to: Preparation Question: If everyone must reach the ultimate goal, what is my role in the process? #319771
ClaraParticipantTo accompany brothers and sisters on the way by being awake and careful, being open-hearted always remembering and sensing the connection with the Creator and remembering that my will is His Will – so being capable to (re)act best in every moment
I too share the Rav’s vision for years and I have prayed for finding people who think the same, and now, that I have experienced us at Retreat 2023 I really got a great hope, that this is posible and I will support this with everything I am, have and can.
April 29, 2023 at 10:10 am EDT in reply to: Ask anything about week 4 lesson and materials and get an answer from a senior Kabbalah instructor. #319046
ClaraParticipantWhat is ment by “period of incarnation”? Is ment that I am dad? And the reincarnation takes place in the same body? Or is every correction a kind of incarnation in the same body ment as “embodiment”?
April 17, 2023 at 4:11 am EDT in reply to: Ask anything about week 3 lesson and materials and get an answer from a senior Kabbalah instructor. #318164
ClaraParticipantAnd if the purpose of creation is to create a creature and fill it with unbounded pleasure, so the people who have not made children have missed the purpose of creation, right? Because what other creature can man make, what has life? Creating a new layer of ‘my soul’ having properties of bestowal – this has no life. This is not really a creature. Or what is a creature? Can I see a project as creature? A projekt or a situation I ‘create’ can not feel anything. How can I know, then, that the creature feels the pleasure I wish it to feel? I just say ‘is so’!?
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