[Yeabsera]

So the spiritual law is love thy neigher as ur self, cool. In the corporeal, to what extent can we live like this?

In my private relationships(friends, family, partner etc) it feel easier because you trust that even if the hurt you theyre not out to do so intentionally, but what about strangers…and as i write this the sentence “ein od milvado” comes up hahah

I have a desire, that when in discussion/conflict (no matter with who) i want to both be right and be understood as to what my perspective is so that im not viewd in a bad light. How do i transform that desire…is it with the above mentionded principles/laws?  I have a feeling that its connected but cant make it out in the practical sense.

A differnet subject: the kabbalah experience 422-424 explains that the worlds problems are not gonna be solved with direct souloutions but only with the upper light, is that also true for my personal  corporeal needs/wants? I tend to see a lot of courses about finaces,confidence, leadership etc that actually make sense and seem to help. But will this just lead to losing touch with the upper light?

[Yeabsera]

Possibly would we all see the other as ourselves and desire to transform in ourselfs to be if it the version of us with in the othwe

[Yeabsera]

So my understanding is that there is no coincidence when fear/insecurity pops up the goal should be to seek the ends (the reason I’m feeling this?) and then come to a conclusion that it’s because of the creator testing me and then feel there is none else besides him?

[Yeabsera]

All my life ive had an issue with being insecure, about alot of things, weight, looks, culture etc, then as i grow older it has shifted to comparison, fear of failure, rejection, jealousy, not being enough, being replaced. I struggle ALOT with these thoughts and feelings and im exhuasted and tired of how it affects me and the people around me.

What can a person do to just not be insecure anymore?? How do we change the thoughts of fear and understadn where its coming from in the first place?

[Yeabsera]

This stuck with me but i dont know hwy, i dont have a super specigic quetsion around it, is it true that literally everything that isint bestowal is negative? like when i recive pleasure from eating an ice cream?                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                          “But man’s will does not tend to accept the termination of its being “the owner,” nor the necessity to give up control over man.

This condition was also made by the Creator so that man would hate his receiving nature. Why? Because it contradicts the giving nature of the Creator so much, that man would want to eradicate it.

It is only because of man’s recognition that everything opposite the Creator is negative that we finally surrender and plead before the Creator. The Creator did this initially so that our desire for Him would be complete.”

[Yeabsera]

So last two nights ive had strange dreams

1. im at work and a cable brekas and come in contact with water…it explodes and starts burning, i immideatly run aroudn the store and the break room and tell people to run out, i dont know if its relevant but i specifically remember me and one collegau when we have told everyone, and i say to her dont be a hero we need to get out, and she listenes, then cut to me standing on one of those ladders on the side of the building with flames all orund me and people scrraming get down…but i just give up,

2(same night). A person is berating me for all the mistakes ive made in connection to his family

when i woke up aftere these dreams i had alot of anxiety and feeling broken (like givien up) and it was right in my chest and stomach

 

3. Tonight i dreamt that i was in a camp i go to every year, and in the distance i see a dark tornade that came all the way from america to my country adn its headed straight to us, so onec again i run around find everyone, me and my friend gahter poeple, and we make sure everyone goes down very very far in this big house to safety, i dont remember as much deatil of this dream but also this strong anxiety in the stomach, why do i keep ending up in natural disasters is it spiritual?

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